Pleasent and bitter!

The word love has different aspects and sides. Love can be a strong nice feeling but also a painful suffering. It is so pleasent to be able to think about someone, have her/him close to you, put her/his head on your body when you sleep and .... What happend if one side is not honest and you are in love with her/him. This is a bitter feeling. You count on someone and then you hear that she/he says I feel good with someone else. It is of course not an onside effect, both sides should be at fault, if this happens. But accept me that it is unbelievable hard to hear it and accept it. If you know someone and you have confidence that she/he is like you and thinks about love more than other things and the materialistic issues are not so important, but suddenly you hear this statement "money is important", what is the feeling?? It shows me only that the love is just a word and in the realistic world there is no place for that. Everybody thinks about her/his benefits and such feelings are just facades and actually self lying. When she/he sells a long time relationship for someone else, because he/she has more money,m where is the love. It is so disappointed to have such experinces. Remember my short note of Tuesday, January 24, 2006, slowly I can understand this guy.
Goodbye my friend.
Goodbye my lover.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
Goodbye my friend.
Goodbye my lover.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
